things that make me happy whilst my head is in yonder sand...

Recently there has been a whole bunch of crap going on in my life. Some new, some same old BS, some new people having issues with same old BS, but the end result has been a whole lot of drama in my life recently. I've gotten frustrated with the people I love, pissed of at people I usually have fun with and straight up hateful towards a lot of people that I would have previously considered good people, at least in so much as, they're someone to go have fun with.

End result is right now, most of my "friends" aren't even speaking to me. A friend that has been gone from my life for a long time is back in it and causing some issues between me and my BESTEST friend. And all in all...I want to just disappear for a while and return when all the dust has settles and hope that things will look better, rather than trying to actually, you know, have the tough conversations and figure out the base of some of the problems, the root if you will. Were words misconstrued? Was meaning misunderstood? Were apologies not give because ? I don't know, but in going along with the "sara likes to hide a hole and ignore everyone until the BS is over" spirit. I decided to make a list of things that I do care about and that do make me happy.

Oh and most likely if none of that makes sense to you, then don't worry about it....I'm most likely not talking about you!

My husband-after all even if he does piss me off sometimes, he makes me the happiest I've ever been during my time on earth and if that doesn't earn him the top spot, I don't know what does! Well...I can think of another reason but I don't need to go too detailed in that area....use your imagination!

My kids-they're awesome! They also alternate their awesomeness with trying to make my head explode, I think they get that from me being as right now some people think I'm awesome and some are like if this girl doesn't quit this shit, then my head is going to explode....totally hereditary...makes you wonder where I got it from....

My brothers-you guys are the shit. You are such good listeners and I <3 you mucho! Jet Ski!

The rest of my whole Fam-Damily-there are so many people that I'm blessed to be related to via blood and marriage that add value to my life and love in my heart. XOXO wherever you are!

My friends-those who I consider friend will have love and loyalty from me as long as it's reciprocated. Nuff said.

My kitties-I mean they love me and they don't talk back, what's not to love?

Chicken Ramen-it's just the best food ever

Johnny Depp-because...damn! Although I saw him on one of those celebrity gossip magazines in a "scandalous relationship" with Angelina Jolie....so I also like the prospects of joining that couple for a threesome...I mean, if you're gonna do it, I think Angelina and Johnny would be like the ultimate duo!

baby giggles

fried chicken

Zombieland

Brad Pitt saying the word "Nazi" in Inglorious Basterds

Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follet (and to a slightly lesser degree, World Without End, the sequel)

Project Runway

Colorado Rapids soccer

the ocean

Saturday nights

chicken fried steak and eggs

board games

trivia

darts

bee-hive soccer (you know, when the kids are really little and they all buzz around it in one big group!?!?)

postsecret.com

kindred spirits

elementary school jokes, i.e. How do you make a tissue dance? You put a little boogie in it! Or: A pig is laying down in the desert. Another pig sees him and asks, "aren't you hot?" and the first pig says, "No, I'm bacon!"

also, dirty jokes

watching hubby and the kids playing with their RC cars together

car shows (even when they make me cry)

hugs, really good bear hugs, not those shitty, wussy, girlie hugs

Sangria or Rum, or Corona, or a good shot, or maybe just booze in general...this probably should have been a little higher on the list...

I guess cigarette would need to be listed right here....since the two kind of go together....

idealism

freedom

laughter

inside jokes

clever bumper stickers

looking at snow from the warmth of my living room and not having to leave the house to go in it...at all....for any reason....otherwise snow can kiss my ass...I hate you

pretty hair...not even mine necessarily, my hair kind of sucks right now since I'm growing out all the dyed crap to get it back to natural....


pink (the color not the singer, although she's not bad)

Sublime (the band AND the feeling!)

baby cheeks....because it's like the most fun thing to pinch EVER!!!

having cable! I miss this...although I do now have 4 channels so it's all good...I just miss bravo, the food network, and ESPN....

Redbox movies

birthday cards with hugely gargantuan fat women on them, they always make me laugh hysterically, this has been this way since high school....I don't know why....

rain

driving fast

the right song coming on the radio at the right time

birthday parties (it's like the one party every year that's just for you, or in my case for me and hubby, what's not to love?!?!)

I'm sure the second I post this there will be like 20 things I'll think of adding to this but I have a tired cranky baby and two boys upstairs that are supposed to be cleaning but it sounds more like some kind of mixed martial arts cage fighting is going on so before my head explodes, I bid you adieu!